I’m
probably not the best person. Well, from now on, I think I need to shut my mouth. Just
keep the words I want to say inside my mind. So this is what exactly inside my head :
“From what I see, people are standing on their own position, don’t
care whether they’d stop others who still trying to find the right path or
not. If I didn’t try to stand with all the strength that I’ve got, I probably
would fall, stumble backwards or even get kicked out of this circle. Maybe I’m
a useless person, only know how to waste my time and money. I’d better go away.
To a new place where I can find a new life to live. I made a vow not a long
time ago. If one day I find a new place to go, I will never look back. Don’t
care about people who I leave behind. I will only let them starring at my back
as I walk. No need to wave your hand to say goodbye. No need to give me some
money to make sure I’ll come back safely. And even if I die young, don’t care
to come to my funeral.”
Yes, I’m cruel. I’m not a person
who you want me to be.